Sunday, August 9, 2009

Chapter 5

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Chapter 5

Jordan’s POV

 

“Well, as long as you don’t want me to hook you up with Sid, I think we’re good.” She said.

I laughed, “But he’s so hot, I don’t know if I can keep my hands off of him!”

She finally cracked a smile before looking up at me randomly. “You have a really strong jawline.”

“Umm..you have a good jaw, too?” I said awkwardly. She blushed before putting her iPod headphones in and getting lost in the world of her music. I heard Sidney mentioning the other day that she was obsessed with music. I studied her while driving, I don’t remember feeling this connected with some one since Heather. And it didn’t help that she had the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen. But this is Sidney’s little sister I’m thinking about. I don’t like her that way..just as a friend. I tried to distract myself the whole ride to the grocery store. When we got to the front of it, I pulled down my yellow hat and zipped up my jacket and also put the hood up. Just incase I put on a pair of sunglasses. She handed me a list with her loopy handwriting on it. “I figured we could split up.” She shrugged.

I grinned at her, “So the lists go on.”

 

Kylie’s POV

 

         I had a hard time finding some things, so I was taking longer than Jordan. I was in the personal items section holding a box of tampons when Jordan came up behind me. “Hey, I finished the list.” He said right into my ear. I dropped the tampon box and it broke, sending tampons everywhere.

“Hey what are tho-ohh.” He started to say before realizing what they where and immediately began to blush. I rolled my eyes, guys and their embarrassment over our “lady problems.”

“Those are tam-pons.” I said slowly, “ladies shove them up their vagina’s to stop our monthly little gift.” I explained while picking them up. Jordan was bright red now, “Uh um well, like if you want me to check out, I can.” He said, desperate for an excuse to get away.

“Thanks, that would be great.” I said while smiling and handed him some money. As quickly as possible, he wheeled the cart away. I wondered around before standing by the doors to wait for Jordan.

 

That’s when I saw him. Brent. I began to shake violently and I could feel the sweat starting. I felt faint, I just knew I had to get out of here. Now. Jordan saw me and ran over, “Kylie, Kylie what’s wrong?” He asked gripping onto the cart. I tried to answer him, but my throat felt so thick. I started breathing heavily and loudly. He wrapped his one arm around me and wheeled the grocery’s in the bags with his other arm. I sat in the passenger seat, now sobbing.

He looked at me panicky, “You’re having a serious panic attack? But why?” I wanted to tell him, but I just couldn’t. I began to shake violently, so he reached into the back and wrapped a blanket around me. When we got back to the house, I was sobbing and shaking so hard I could barely walk. Jordan had to support most of my weight until Sidney came flying out the door. “What the hell did you do to her?” He said angrily and grabbing me from him, leaning me against him. At this point I didn’t care.

Jordan held his hands up. “I don’t know dude! We were at the grocery store and next thing I know she was having a panic attack!” He explained.

Sid tucked the blanket tighter around me and from behind him I saw Marc and Kris Letang standing in the doorframe, watching the commotion.

“Ky, what’s wrong? Come on, tell me.” He begged.

“I-I saw him.” I managed to choke out.

“Who?” He asked confused.

“B-b-b.” I tried to say, but I was shaking to much. He got the message though and he suddenly became very angry. “Did he touch you.” He asked angrily. I shook my head feverishly and he hugged me. I calmed down enough to walk past Kris and Marc, ignoring their looks. I went upstairs and just crawled into bed. Sidney came up, “I’m going to be downstairs, tell me if you need anything.” I just nodded my head before he finally closed the door.


{{The sad part is, I actually got this idea from my friend who has panic attacks when she sees her dad that used to abuse her :( }}

         

2 comments:

  1. okay first i loved jordan in the "lady" isle. but that panic attack seemed very real, i'm looking forward to see what happend with her and this jerk. please update soon.

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  2. Haha Jordan's embarrassed by Kylie's lady's issues!

    Poor Kylie, panic attacks suck. I hope she's able to tell Jordan he really seems to care.

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